I wanna do it the HITCH way

I have been trying to find love my whole life... I have not been successful so far... some times becasue of my own inhabitions and sometimes cause the guy was not right... and sometimes because of so many reasons... of late I really wanna find the man who is going to sweep me off my feet and make a good woman out of me. ... I not only wanna get in to a realationship... i wanna marry him and have kids together...

My brother has a daughter... she is the sparkle in the family's eye. we wait to spend time with her... hang on her every word... its amazing how i love being with her.

Like my last post, I am watching Hitch right now... (no i dont only blog when I watch movies:)) and this guy makes it look sooo easy... i want that to happen to me... i want a Hitch to come to my rescue.... When will my man come my way.... im waiting... and in the mean time... watching a lot of movies.... ;)

I eat Carbs!

Todays world is all about being thin. Everyone says "be fit and thin will follow". Whoever told u that, doesnt know what they are talking about. Dont believe a word. To be thin you really must starve yourself day in day out or have god bestow the miracle of perpetual thinness on you (which is not going to happen!),

So I am not thin, I think i am quite fit (not being modest), I dont eat too much fried, sweet.... I dont eat much! Still the kilos keep pilling on. the one thing god did give me was height. He figured, since i cant give her thinness, I will give her a way to hide it.

I am watching "Devil wears Prada" cant help but feel like jumping into a small bucket of water to drown myself. My promise to my self for the last month, I shall swim more often, I shall use the treadmill more often.... do I have to spend my life not eating what I like and working out every free second I have???? Will being filled out (by which I mean maybe a little plump ;)) ever be in fashion?